A bit of writing.
ANGER
I woke up
ANGRY
This morning
I don’t know why
The
ANGER
Was
Like a fireball
Behind my
Eyes
I’m not
ANGRY
At any one person
Or thing
It seems that this
ANGER
And
FRUSTRATION
Is spread wide
Without focus
Every little thing
Lately seems to
IRRITATE
And
FUCKING ANGER
Me I don’t want
To feel this way
All the time
I DIDN’T CAUSE THIS
It drains me
It hurts us
STOP SHOUTING
It just drives my
anxieties
YELLING DOESN’T HELP
And my depression to
I’M TRYING MY FUCKING
HARDEST
WHAT DO YOU WANT OF
ME?
Deepen ever more
Distractions seem
more prominent
WHAT THE FUCK—
Which doesn’t help
The medication can
only
NO NOT NOW NOT NOW
NOT NOW
Help so much
I CAN’T WATCH THE
NEWS
IT MAKES ME SICK
I WORRY FOR MY SPOUSE
I DIE A LITTLE EVERY
TIME
I SEE HIM STUMBLE
I’M POWERLESS
I’M PISSED OFF
I CAN’T DO ANYTHING
I ONLY WORRY
STOP
STOP
STOP
STOP
STOP
I’m
ANGRY
Today for the nth day
In a row
These words are only
the tip
Of the iceberg
I wake I breathe I
see
The only one I love
He is broken
He is in pain
He is frustrated
He is
ANGRY
Too
I cannot be
ANGRY
With him no matter
How
UNREASONABLE
He may be
No matter how
BITCHY
He can get
He is my beloved
I woke up today
So did my love
It’s another day
For this I’m
Grateful.
--Nerikull
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